This morning I tried to write everything and trying brought something up to the surface. A while after I finished writing that entry on another forum and then posted it here, I started drawing, literally "drawing" conclusions. Shapes, it might be the light language of some kind or Starseed shit I don't know.

I felt like something massive was shifting and as I wrote that I got a vision of the energy of my soul doing a total 'reboot'. Everything I've been trying to pull together was flashed through me from the surface all the way through the center of the core and then back to the top again. It's not the first time I've had a wave-like this go through me but it is the first time I've seen it.

Everything I've ever been was just flash-pointed and synchronized. I am now able to calmly think and describe what I wish to.