Tension; what do?

I feel so tense these days but it's a calm tension.

I want to feel relaxed though.

Tomorrow I have an interview, as I've applied to be a Grocery Manager at a store I worked at through Pepsi. I'm on edge for various reasons.

I'm trying to maintain sobriety. I broke that last week and had some beer. 5/6 beers were drunk. Just went back in on being sober the next morning.

I'm also trying to maintain a new diet. I've already managed to lose over 10 pounds in a couple of weeks so far. It's so hard to resist eating more food. I tend to stress eat. and I have stress.

So. A lot going on. Did I mention I'm going after bottom surgery this year? I bought private insurance and I'm working on paying off my debts.

Yeah, a lot on my plate, but I'm handling it. Mostly.