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So, after I got invited back to that server...
Everything was fine for about 20 minutes. Then they just absolutely started ripping into me. After a bit, I was like, "I've had enough", and I went full disclosure mode.
Everything they asked and pressed me on was getting a quick as light reply.
In the end, they banned me from the server, but I basically won.
I'm combatting a tiny fraction of dysphoria, but nothing huge. I also just finished telling the one person I still had contact with on that server about how I could not be friends with someone viewing me through a male lens.
I'm blowing the lid off of all fear. I survived being bullied, this time after intentionally going into the situation knowing it would happen. Test completed, 100%.
Everything was fine for about 20 minutes. Then they just absolutely started ripping into me. After a bit, I was like, "I've had enough", and I went full disclosure mode.
Everything they asked and pressed me on was getting a quick as light reply.
In the end, they banned me from the server, but I basically won.
I'm combatting a tiny fraction of dysphoria, but nothing huge. I also just finished telling the one person I still had contact with on that server about how I could not be friends with someone viewing me through a male lens.
I'm blowing the lid off of all fear. I survived being bullied, this time after intentionally going into the situation knowing it would happen. Test completed, 100%.